I seriously...am going to blow up or kill myself/or somebody!!!!
So, my parents way favoritize my sister!
I mean, she goes to dance 5 hours a day 4 days a week and uses up all their money!
And they barely let me take music lessons! She gets what she wants almost all the time! They most likely won't let me do the after school ROTC comps and practices next year because it will interfere with her dance!! And they wouldnt let me transfer to the high school with all my friends because the extra 10 minutes will interfere with my sister's dance!! And then my sister is a little brat! She is always throwing everyone attiude, and she hits me..and then say I hit her! She lies and does crap behind their back and I tell them,, or try to tell them and they believe her! I swear she will be a queen bee when she goes to middle and high school(shes already going into the 5th grade)!!! And I tell them that and they don't believe me! And then she does crap to me, I get blamed for it and then grounded! And she gets away with everything. She hits me and gets caught or is mean to me or throws attitude and they say "Don't do it again". And this happens over and over and over and over again!! She gets away with everything. And then I don't say "yes sir" one time, and they ground me from my iPod for a whole WEEK!!!!! and they ground me for every little thing I do!!!! And then tonight my sister tried to push me out of a chair and they ground her finally from tv for a day, and she freaks out and blames it on me, and then they say I inticed her to do it, and it's my fault. 5 minutes later Im in my from and she storms in and says "tonight was ruined all because of you" and i start to almost yell at her cuz im tired or her abuse and crap! and then they call me down and said it was my fault and then I try to explain what she does and my dad says he doesnt want to listen to my stuff! and im like you never listen to me..can you just let me say how I feel? and he grounds me from TV for a day! And i DIDNT do anything! They never listen to what i say! and my dad yells at me, take out his stress on me, and grounds me for every little thing I do, and my sister gets in trouble..never. ALWAYS ME! Gosh, I just wnat to crawl up in a ball..and....or I want to run away..I hate this.